2013

I don't have a snazzy catchphrase for this year like "12 in 2012" and it's mainly because I didn't want to add another goal. It was hard enough to think of so many last time and I just didn't feel like adding some lame "extra" to make 13. lets be real, I have no desire to change my habits about either of those things.Instead I have 10 overall goals for myself. Some are big, some are small, some require deep thinking, and some are just basic habits. And I like to call them goals instead of resolutions because this way it feels more casual, like I can get to things as I have time. Oooh, I just thought of something: the sense of urgency might be why I never kept traditional resolutions. I felt like I had to start RIGHT THEN, which, if you know me, isn't how I roll. I like to ease into new things. Anyway! Let's see what I want to do this year. 

MY BUCKET LIST

1.PARTY IN IBIZA
2.CHEESE CAKE FACTORY
3.SEXY BACKLESS GOWN
4.A TIARA
5.SENTOSA
6.BEEF TASTING
7.TATTOO
8.DSLR
9.REUNION WITH MY EX's
10.GOLD BISCUIT

I REMEMBER

I remember....
the moment i first saw you
when i first looked into your eyes
i felt a tremor , pass down my spine
but you dint knew my state .......
I remember ....
the other times
fate puts us together
willingly....unwillingly
the many efforts you made to reach out to me
I remember....
how desperate you & i felt ...
when we did not feel each other presence near,
the day you were leaving ....
and i saw you passing by....
my eyes brimming with unshed tears.....
wondering if you would take me along
the tumult, i felt within me
waiting to reveal my feeling to you
wanting to probe into your silence
and then, i felt your eyelids rise.
the time stood still
when you stopped
& nodded
& i understood
YOU CARED

JOURNEY TOWARDS CHENNAI.....

Charminar Express
Diversity of people in color ,language and food.
I peeped through the window lush green fields and smiling sun flower.
The rise of raising sun.
A sweet smell of the fresh air
Time passed by seeing people here & there
In this moment i closed my eyes
& enjoyed the power of the nature.
A brilliant voice broke my nap
Bagwaan ke pyaare .......saare!!
sweetness in his voice but
unfortunately blind.
torn kurta,no chappal to wear
the passion in his voice with
the smile of liveliness
After soo long
i heard the beauty of someone's voice.
People gave him coins
people gave him notes
& i lost in his voice with my eyes closed.....

KITHRAN

Friends a seven letter word
that describes bonding,liking
sharing,sacrificing and loving!
I miss her...my friend KIRAN SHARMA
wish God never took her with him.
i cried and i cry when the beauty
of her innocent smile still flash on my mind.
The chocolates we shared and the barbie with which we played.
Play of cinderella and the game God played.
In the cuteness of the pre-maturity life
now live a deserted girl who is afraid to make friends.
Friendship is now a sour citrus fruit.
I now dont want to feel the pain.
My wet eyes and weak heart is afraid to enjoy the little happiness.
no one can take her position in my heart .
she was a divine soul who came into my life played
with me and enjoyed every part
and left me alone in this bad world.
friends came an friends gone
no one can be like her
i close my eyes and rewind back
2 girls in their pink and blue frocks.
play teacher-teacher ..giggling high
and walk swinging hand in hand
In my life,if i get a wish to come true
will ask her back
and share my happiness and sorrows
with her.
some wishes cannot be fulfilled and
hence i now closed my eyes
a tear rolled down which says
may her soul
R.I.P

LIFE @ HOSTEL

life @ hostel ....hard very hard.
small fights..big fights
yeh tera woh mera
little happiness and  loads of sacrifice
lonely me in this bad bad world
i pray to god ,please take me from here and
place me under my mom-dad umberella
where i can be happy again
play gracefully
and eat heartfully
life we get just once
live it without menace
weekends gone with the wind
weekdays begin with thunder storm
my strategy is to survive
and only survive
till i faint and then
again hit back
life @ hostel is hard bloody hard.